I've been thinking a lot about how trust develops in D/s relationship and the effect of love on the relationship. When does a Master love his slave? Should he? How does that affect their power exchange? Can the submissive trust the dom enough to let go without falling in love?
I have fantasies of being used and humiliated by multiple men. I often wonder about being whored out and forced to perform sex acts with strangers. I masturbate to stories of good girls turned into wanton sluts. And even darker dreams.
I want to be the best slut for my Master. I want to fuck anyone he tells me to anywhere. I want him to push my limits of sex and pain. He's the only person I trust to take it to my edge and play there. But now that the trust is there is his love stopping him from being willing? Is the risk now too great for the Master due to loving the submissive? How do you trust someone enough to play on the edge and still be willing to take that risk that playing on edge with them means?
My thoughts continue to wonder around these questions and roll them around in the back of my mind. For now we tiptoe around the edge and the fantasies remain fantasies.
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